20 days of this bull shit wow
Ok so it's late again and I'm sleepy as a puppy at midnight. I will write a story tomorrow I hope. For now I need to say how important hedwig and the angry inch is. I love it it is life.
This leads me to a concept ive been struggling with
I want to be beautiful. I realised half the reason I love costumes and make up so much is because when I dress up people tell me I look beautiful. And that's what I really want. If I was born a girl it would be different. AFAB girls are allowed to be beautiful. Even ones who are not traditionally beautiful are called it. Boys aren't allowed to be beautiful. I have very limited interest in being a boy but that's another topic. A big one. I'm not beautiful. I don't think I'm ugly but I'm not massively attractive for a boy and male faces only seem to be beautiful if they look like girls faces. Obviously I mean assigned male and female at birth with all these things.
Urgh I don't know. It's making me sad a bit
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